i find it kind of funny
i find it kind of sad
the dreams in which i'm dying
are the best i've ever had...

i finally quit smoking. so far, i've gone 6 days without a cigarette. next thing is to stop cutting class. i'm right on the border line of graduating so i must not be lazy for the next 3 months. holy shit--i'm almost out of high school. the 4 years passed by so quick. sometimes i wish i could do it all over again and start school as a freshman and sometimes i can't wait to get the fuck out. i don't know. maybe things would've been different if i attended a different high school. whatever.

i'm going to be legal in approximately 13 days. awww yeah. can't wait. ok bye.